Thursday, June 24, 2004

Desecration

Rubbed raw.
Badly bruised.
Covered in cuts.
Without a thought
And her eyes shut
She plunges her blade
Deep into his gut.
Rationality receding.
Dangerously distraught.
Fear...a fugitive.
With angst-ridden tears
She speeds round the bend
To dispose of his limbs.
Mangled mind.
Dirty and defiled.
Distended with disgust.
She sits in her cell
Realizing revenge
Dammed her to hell.
She lost her purity
Her sensitivity
Her sanity
...She lost her life.
For what?
Because some guy
On a power high
Wanted a fuck.

Tuesday, June 1, 2004

Moonstruck

Your touch is electric.
Love floods your skin
And charges into my body.
Passion is your kiss.
Each breath I draw
Hollows in your chest.
My flesh flaming
Yet chills fall across my body.
The emotion is so overwhelming
It tremors through each vein.
The numbing misery vanished
As the beating in my core returned.
I feel revived.
Appealing and alluring.
Lovable and capable of loving.
I am human again.
Undeserving, but fortunate.
To experience this
Indescribable, unadulterated,
Uninhibited...bliss.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Justice Prevails

Hmmm...do you feel it now?
Can you taste me on your lips?
Imagine my hair within your grip?
Dying to slip in between my hips?
Awe, what's the matter love?
Waiting ever so patiently
By the phone
Just for me?
Can't bare it?
Can't stand it?
Must pick up the phone
and dial my number?
Do your ears burn
When you hear my lack of concern?
Can't fathom the thought
Of my world being perfectly in order?
That I am capable of living
Without you?
Can't stand it?
Can't bare it any longer?
My attention
Affection
Avocations
Don't surround you.
Far too much time
Determination
And fortitude spent
Detaching from you.
I've reached the peak
Of my scale.
Waltzing in, you think
You can shake me down.
What is it you seek?
To always be sought?
I believe that may be.
For when your claws
Envelope and one
Begins to care
With flat palms and a blank stare
You dismiss what you hold dear.
To obtain the unobtainable.
The forbidden desire.
The closest you'll ever near me again.
Finally, I stick true to the
Proclamations I made.
Many people pine for
What they cannot have.
I was there.
Now you are.

Thursday, February 26, 2004

Diseased

Rancid tastes overtake every inlet of my mouth.
The grotesque has a way of provoking saliva to thicken.
Dripping...dripping.
My god, I can taste him.
My throat dry; as if liquids haven't neared my lips in days.
Parasites infesting shrouds upon shrouds of flesh.
Absent.
Dormant.
Present...again.
Limbs grow numb.
My core begins to decay.
Cancerous kisses drink dry brittle bones.
Lying lips deliver deceit, curing qualms.
He it The Unforgiven.
He is the Devil's blood.
My feel-good scapegoat.
My deadliest sin.
It's time, this must end.
Grief stricken tears of insanity cloud my vision.
And scarlet droplets grace my face in his place. 

Wednesday, January 7, 2004

Hesitant

Spoken softly
sincerely
three words flood my ears.
Hearts hammer
harmoniously
exceeding high velocities.
Instantly indulging
impetuously
into romantic reveries.
Thoughts transform
tumbling
over spineless doubts.
Fear forms
focusing
upon the calendar day.
Moments measure
minutely
to our initial encounter.
Subsequently sentiments
seem
so hard to believe.
Dreading discovering
desires
outweigh authenticity.
Please present
phrases
only which you are certain.
Confine compassionate
comments
if emotions are hazy inside.
Resurrect recession
renouncing
misuse of the expression.
Abolish anxiety
assuring
your lips speak no lies.
Prove profound
prospects
of love actually exist.
Thus towering
the terror
and I will proclaim the same.